flyingsoaring

It exists, guys. I just got spell-checked for it. It's real.

Before Prom:

Corsage:

Nails:

Prom Dress-up:

nebar.

dress: $160 what the fuck was i thinking. why couldnt i just buy a cheap dress?
shoes: $50 when the fucking hell will i ever wear heels again anyway? 
jewelry: $35 i wish i told my mom that i had to pay for my own ticket, so she wouldn't feel as if it was okay to go all out
corsage: $16 yeah, i paid for it
ticket: $60 i can't go to grad night for sure

all together: $321
literally about to cry now

not to mention that whole night is going to end up with me sweating and bombarded with annoyingly forced pictures. and even with that, i'm probably going to leave the venue even more depressed about life, being depressed with all the annoying whores who will turn shit up, and the people who will grind who i thought i knew better than that. all my money will be wasted to learn about how disgusting everyone truly is. so much regret.

IM TOO POOR FOR A SOCIAL LIFE


gettin' a job as soon as APs are over
applying for scholarships rapidfire
spend my free time on harbor just kidding
EAT NOTHING BUT KOOLAID FLAVORED ICE
SELL CLOTHES
SELL ORGANS
DONATE BLOOD...FOR MONEY
SELL MY PLASMA CELLS
BECOME AN EGG DONOR
MY JESUS MOTHER OF PEARL

i had a very weird and extensively detailed dream about dating someone who i rarely talked to

guess who i saw at church today? it was very awkward.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I wasted pretty much a day editing tumblr and fixing my newly formatted desktop. 



BUT ITS SO PRETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYY

in other news, i should really stop paying attention to facebook drama. i dont know why i haven't unfriended unsubscribed these people.

I love hats. I only own two and i secretly try to find ways I can wear em. I dont usually wear them around friends, but if I'm caught off guard on a weekend, there is a 60% chance I have a hat on my head...but that's also considering I rarely leave the house. I just think beanies are the coolest things ever...but hat shopping is very hard. 

     (.____.)...     

after aps, i finally get to reunite with honey. 

KISSUU
LET ME KISSU YOU 
i'll reserve myself until then